Im so dead

Ghaisa told me something (check out my Cbox)
Im thinking thinking thinking.......... dan jadinya kolot sendiri. Gue mikir kapan gue pernah minta dia perhatian maksudnya ngomong langsung atau ngomel ngomel................ okay then

Im thinking thinking thinking and thinking more harder........ and gotcha, ive got the point

Gue emang nggak pernah ngomong langsung kalo minta diperhatiin, tapi gue emang pengen diperhatiin dan itu keliatan mungkin. Gue salah. Gue harusnya ngerti sifat asli dia yang cuek dan emang nggak bisa merhatiin cewek yang sampe merhatiin banget, maafin aku ya mif maaf aku gak sadar aku ternyata nuntut kamu....


This is all my fault. I never understand him but i always want him to understand me. I was hoping that he would always caring me on but hey i didnt understand him. "Caring person" aint his character. He loves me but MAYBE he oftenly show it in another way. Im such a shitty dumb selfish. Oh God im so dead, this is all my fault i realized it :'''''''''''''''''''( Please forgive me........


Fira said :
"Vandaaa tapi lo gak salah van, cewek mana yang mau kalo gak diperhatiin pacarnya van? Orang lain belom tentu kuat van sebulan gak sms otp, okelah disekolah ketemu tapi ga terus berduaan kaaan. Van ayodong jangan nyalahin diri lo sendiri van kl emang dia kayak gitu berarti dia egois van"

........................................Bener juga kata Jati, diantara gue sama dia dua duanya nggak ada yang bener nggak ada yang salah. Well, is it has to be over? Actually i dont want to but Jati commented my status like this :

Magnulia Semiavanda is it has to be over? hey i dont want to, i still loving you, but you seems like you dont. please, understand me 36 minutes ago

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Zaty Wardhani Alwan at 6:50pm
It's over my darling sorry I said this but this is a fact you don't want to but he want delete